Job Searching is a Chore

Well, I have to say I never thought that getting a job would be so hard when I got out of school but I am here sitting having applied for many jobs and still I don't have anything to show for it. The real reason why I am writing this new post is because I just interviewed three times for this job and I really felt positive about my experience. However, I just looked online and found out that my name has been taken off the list. What is so frustrating for me is the fact that I can't seem to get a job no matter how hard that I try. In this day of job searching, the employers don't give you any indication as to how things are going or if they will let you know. It just seems like I am spinning my wheels and I am not moving anywhere. I pray every night to God that he will provide me with a job and I have to trust that he will. I just don't have the patience that it takes to wait it out especially because Christmas is coming and I don't know how I am going to buy for my kids. There are bills to be paid and God only knows how I am going to do this. I just feel extremely useless right now although I am trying hard not to feel that way. I just have to re-focus my energies and try to get some things in order. It is hard but I have to do it for my own sake. I am going to go crazy otherwise.